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What Your Head Will Hold

from Cruel Fuel by Seez Mics

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8. What Your Head Will Hold
This song is about the biological damage to your brain when your mind is spiritually injured.

lyrics

My mom was sick while I was young
It only takes a woman’s love
To make me feel like I am 5 again
When I was 5, wrong time and place
My body froze, my mind escaped
Into a void where there was no noise
Boys yelled at me and what they said
Created monsters in my head
Which explains the monster I became.

There is no god, there is no devil
There is no truth, there is no special
There’s only what your head will hold.

I’d wonder where my mom could be
While the monsters talked to me
They’d tell me, “Let our poison fill your soul.”
I did my best to keep my cool
And play by all their silly rules
But I fear that loss is all I’ll ever know
Kellie left, Mikey died
Now I just have monsters inside
I see my head and want to drill a hole.

There is no god, there is no devil
There is no truth, there is no special
There’s only what your head will hold.

Now I am not afraid to die
Because the way that death must feel
Cannot be worse than the pain I’m in
I lost true love, I lost a friend
I lost my sense of self, and then
I found my head can only hold so much
In my heart, I know I am good
Though a misanthrope, misunderstood
But worst of all, I feel like I’m bad luck.

There is no god, there is no devil
There is no truth, there is no special
There’s only what your head will hold.

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from Cruel Fuel, released September 23, 2014
Lyrics by Seez Mics, music by Max Bent

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