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Never Apologize To Your Rapist

from Cruel Fuel by Seez Mics

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9. Never Apologize To Your Rapist
This song is about the violation of forgiveness.

lyrics

you
will
never
fear
smell
again

you will never smell my fear again

It was a hot cold day night in Jucember
The hormones burned memories to ember
I remember our reality was so hardly half-hearted
It felt softer to pretend we’re…

you will never smell my fear again

… whole enough for love despite what you put inside of me
Your internal penis envy found an outlet in your mouth
Penetrate, penalize, recidivist reasons why
Hide so deep in your subconscious
There’s no conscious in being honest
I’m not your father, it’s not my fault you’re a fucking failure
Just like your memory: remember to forget
I fought back by not fighting
Manipulated mind spread wide as thighs
Thematic thrusting, figurative fisting
A mouthful of lashes
Let’s just illuminate the loathing
Project, infect, protect…
Shell shocked shoe shine, take your victimized mask off
Reveal face of an assaulter, then the arms of an avenger.

It was a hot cold day night in Jucember
The hormones burned memories to ember
I remember our reality was so hardly half-hearted
It felt softer to pretend we’re…

never apologize to your rapist

Claim you’re not a liar, liar truth is never momentary
Overbearing burdened by the boundaries and broken
Skinsulated by the company you keep on pulling in
To push away and peel a layer of respect off of the fruit
Bar fly so have a drink, my blood is on the house keys
I wish I’d locked the door soon enough to open up my eyes
Have it, we don’t, compatible’s compartmentalized
Codependency of pride, being wrong never felt so right.

i feel like i should say something here

Or wrong, responses get repetitive
Every relapse, a lash on the leaps I wouldn’t take
I could stand around and watch you fall apart
Or in love, but what’s the difference when now is not enough?
Whenever will be?
Do the world a favor: favor the world
Filter, finger
Blame’s more comfortable
When it comes to you, I won’t come for you
I’m uncomfortable and won’t apologize for saying so
So.

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from Cruel Fuel, released September 23, 2014
Lyrics by Seez Mics, music by max Bent

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